Oh, even if every tears in the world Were to pool in my small eyes I just wish I could cry for you in your place.
You, whom I encountered at the lowest point of my life and it pains me every time when I see your smile. All I have is feeling of guilt. Was that half of a smile? Perhaps it was the smile that withered from inability to comprehend the world. You claim you're fine, but I guess that's only thing the world can offer you. I hate reaching out with these small and empty hands, so that's why I foolishly have to empty your reached out hands as well. Earlier or slightly later, couldn't we have met when we had good news? You could've stayed somewhere in evergreen forest under the sun, but now you are walking on the same storm-ridden path with me, through the rain. My love. My pitiable love. This isn't what my heart really wanted. I didn't become your other half so you could bear half of my misery.
Oh, even if every tears in the world Were to pool in my small eyes I just wish I could cry for you in your place.
You, whom I encountered at the lowest point of my life and it pains my heart every time when I hear your cry. I want to lull you, calm you done, but I'm exhausted. Your face grows too dark to make you laugh. So I just tuck you in, having let you cry yourself to sleep. These two frozen hands of mine is your clock. But rather then myself, it's your future that has destroyed. Whenever I see you wake up changed, all I can think is the sad reality that I haven't grown an inch I am sorry. I've said those words thousands of times, but once again I'm sorry. The very fact that this low celling is our sky Makes me your umbrella and rain.
Goodnight, goodnight. Goodnight, goodnight. Goodnight, goodnight. Good mornin'.
Oh, even if every tears in the world Were to pool in my small eyes I just wish I could cry for you in your place.
Baby I'll try. One day I will become your happiness. Try. One day I will become the best for you. Try. Today may be full of promises but girl I'll try. Baby I'll try. One day I will give you the world. Try. If that can't be done, I will change the world. Try. Today may be full of promises but girl I'll try.
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They say something has changed. They say I've changed. They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate.
They say something has changed. They say I've changed. They tell me somewhere I turned cold, that I used to be so affectionate. They claim they don't understand. They tell me I used to be cheerful but now my eyes and tone of my voice lost its light and admits fear.
Unsure whether it's because of the painful memory but I go on by emptying my heart. Lucid hearts are defective products of this world. That's why I badly want to taint mine. They tell me that if you love, you start to take after each other; maybe I want to take after you a bit.
Atrocious. Love is atrocious. You were the very reason I breathe for, but now you're suffocating me. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it. More you know, worse you become.
The words I wouldn't normally get riled up about: "You don't seem yourself". I question, "What is me?" but of course I know only too well. I can't bear to look at myself. Whether I've been embraced or have closed my eyes, I just can't sleep at ease. I yearn for alcohol, something I usually have hard drinking. Drunk on anxiety, as the dawn drizzle pours down I stagger through the street I start to quarrel and my mouth that once used to whisper so many kind words has been tainted by a profanity. Can't rest till this small thing becomes a catastrophe. I end up telling lies like a second nature and you keep harassing me in the name of 'Love'
Atrocious. Human are atrocious. You were the very reason I opened my eyes for, but now you're concealing them. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it.
Only thing that's worse than you is, I, who couldn't forget you and ended up being tainted. I, who continues to act cold towards the other people. Only thing that's worse than you is, I, who couldn't forget you and ended up being tainted. I, who is cold towards the other people.
Atrocious, it's atrocious. It hurts. It hurts so much. What we call love. Love is a sickness. Can I get a witness? Atrocious, it's atrocious. It hurts. It hurts so much. What we call love. Love is a sickness. Can I get a witness? Love is a sickness. Love.
Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only gets worse as you dig deeper. Love is so bad, bad, bad, bad, bad. Love only pains as you learn about it.
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I need an airbag.
Before I crash into the encroaching, massive sorrow.
For the nights that I don't want to be home, taxi driver swerves around the shortcuts.
On radio, the verbose DJ's on with easy-laugh guests and won't play music, their conversations drag out.
If it was any other day, I would have asked the driver to change the frequency, well, I don't have a song I want to listen to anyways.
I mute my thoughts so they can jabber on.
Laughter explodes, trails words that I don't understand, but seeing as how the rigid taxi driver is chuckling along, it must be trending.
Perhaps I was an island all by myself.
Finally, someone's request is playing.
It's a very sad song, one that I once used to really like.
Would he be also by himself,
At a place where a long day sojourns, sleeps for a while?
I need an airbag.
Before I crash into the encroaching, massive sorrow.
I need an airbag.
It's too late to steer away.
Nowadays, there are tons of things to tidy up, and I don't get drunk easily either. But then again, it's not like I avoid going for drinks.
Is it because I don't want to be alone?
Or is it because I want to be visibly alone?
Loneliness is only natural for me.
Even if there is someone by me, would there be enough of me to share?
It's a question mark that I don't want to hang on.
But thankfully that's when a loud voice on the phone latches onto my ears. Sounds like the planned get-together got cancelled.
As the taxi driver grumble away off phone, my eyes wander to the family photo tacked on to the taximeter, crooked.
Is it because I'm without home or path to walk down on, that I wander?
Or is it because I don't have anyone waiting for me, even though I've got plenty of places to be
I need an airbag.
Before I crash into the encroaching, massive sorrow.
I need an airbag.
It's too late to steer away.
I guess I'm all alone again.
I guess I'm all alone again.
I guess I'm all alone again.
Once again.
I guess I'm all alone again.
I guess I'm all alone again.
I guess I'm all alone again.
Once again.
I'm precarious right now.
I'm dangerous right now.
Don't hit me.
When did it start, looking out the window
Rain's already pooled around on the streets, as if it's been raining for a while.
Then I see the reflection of the electronic board by the side of the road.
Why is it then the tears swell up, at the thought of you, who must be living just fine.
How lonely the number 1 looked tacked on next to the word 'death'
I need an airbag.
Before I crash into the encroaching, massive sorrow.
I need an airbag.
It's too late to steer away.
It's the kind of night when I miss you. My heart, rains and slides.
